It’s a New Year
January 6, 2011So its 2011. I had a boyfriend back in 2003 who believed that the world will end in 2012. Firmly believes it. Thinks that the whole earth will come to a stand still and Jesus will come back and have words, or something to that effect. I don’t believe that will happen, but what if I’m wrong and not about Jesus coming back but what if 2012 is a year of massive world changes and things will never be the same again?
Wouldn’t that make this the last year of the world we know? Yeah I am mostly talking gibberish but I am looking for a way to motivate myself to doing things I fear doing this year. As always I made a list in my head. It’s just a variation on the list I make a every year. Learn a language, Learn Guitar, Spend more time with my parents, Hang out more with my brother. Keep the good people around me and loose the bad. Same same really.
I am starting the New Year without my best friend. It has been a week since we have talked and I think it will be the first of many many weeks to come. Being honest I see it going into years but I don’t want to think about that right now. I must concentrate on making new friends and doing things for myself. I always end up taking care of others and this year I plan to take care of myself first because if I don’t take care of myself then I am no use to anyone
